pour my life into a papercup

I met him at night at Somerset. Tried to buy some clothes but it was summer season and nothing really appeals to me. So I ended up with nothing but a single BBQ Turkey Bacon burger in my intestine. Had a good time after 4 days of not seeing this cutiepie. I should try to look for more items tomorrow.

I do get compliments about me being pretty and cute and all but I still don't find myself appealing in any way. I do see myself as a messy, ugly wreck. Lol. Perhaps I should stop wishing to look or have a life like somebody else. I should stop comparing myself to other girls. I should tell myself that the flaws I have are what defines me and N doesn't mind them. I am so glad to have met someone like N.

He understands my PMS too. <3